To please the great Whitney, I have to "write moar."

- Waitlists suck. They really do. I went ahead and sent my commitment deposit to UGA because neither of the other schools would tell me anything until AFTER May 1st, which is when UGA's commitment money is due. So I kind of figured a sure shot at going to college and foregoing a chance to go to the others versus not going to college at all for following a small chance was an easy choice.

- Prom was really really really fun. I don't care if other people thought it was lame. Maybe if they had been out there rave dancing with me and Monica or slow-motion-moshing then they would have had fun too. ^-^ Gabe and I had reservations at Harry Bissett's that night, but our pictures were all done much faster than we expected. So we called around to see what places in Athens didn't have a wait and ended up at Shoki.

- Note about Shoki: I ATE FISH FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER! I have really weird eating habits, as some of you know. I haven't had any type of beef or fish (yes, this includes burgers, ribs, steak, lobster, crab, everything) in my life. But Gabe fooled/coerced/bribed me into eating a piece of swordfish. It was amazing. Enough said.

- I would really like to find out what dorm I'm in soon. Unfortunately, I have to wait until mid-summer, at the earliest. But it would be nice to know so that I could kind of plan for how much room I'm going to have, adding my roommate on various social networking sites, things like that.

- In the last 16 days of my senior year, here's my to-do list:
-Write an amazing graduation speech.
-Read the rest of Pride and Prejudice and write a skit based on the book to perform.
-Finish my senior scrapbook. AKA Start my senior scrapbook.
-Make a senior collage for our reception.
-Take three more physics test.
-Memorize two sonnets.
-Go to Six Flags Physics Day. =D

Yeah, it's a lot of stuff. HOPEFULLY, I'll be able to finish everything. =X

- Got into UGA. Early Action. Heck yeah! It made me feel good because that's based on just the numbers.

- I finally got everything mailed/submitted/delivered to Harvard and Emory. So that's officially out of my hands.

- I think I have spent more money registering for the SAT, SAT Subject Tests, and sending application fees to colleges than I could ever possibly get for Christmas. Argh.


So basically, I'm pretty good. I've been super-stressed out because of all this college stuff. I'm kind of glad that it's over (for the most part) because now all I can do is sit and wait.

Which is also a bad thing, because as anyone close to me knows, I like control. I hate just having to "sit and wait." It kills me.

But I have a loverly person to calm me down. ^-^ I'm so glad he came home earlier than expected. I don't think I would have made it through this past week without a breakdown if it wasn't for him.

+ I'm a senior, and after going to GHP, I can't stand it. I just want to hurry up and get to college.

+ I've already applied early action to UGA. Hopefully, I'll get in there so I won't have to write the essays for regular admission. I'm going to apply for Emory, Duke, Harvard, and Georgetown just to see if I'll get into any of them.

+ I know I want to do political science, but I'm questioning what else you can do with a polisci degree instead of going to law school. This is mainly because I'm scared of the LSATs and the debt.

+ I've found the exact spot that I want to get married at. It's at the Botanical Gardens, and it's so beautiful that it can't be described. It's just perfect. [[and no, Whitney, it's not a meadow. :) ]]

Quite possibly the cutest song ever. "If The Moon Fell Down Tonight" by Dear Juliet.


"Everytime I see your smile
it makes my heart beat fast
And though it's much too soon to tell
I'm hoping this will last

'Cause I just always wanna have you
Right here by my side
The futures near but never certain
At least stay here for just tonight

I must have done something right
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right along the way

I just can't get you off my mind and why would I even try?
Even when I close my eyes I dream about you all the time

And even if the moon fell down tonight,
There'd be nothing to worry about to worry about at all,
because you make the whole world shine
As long as you're here everything will be alright"



I love it I love it I love it I love it.

I made a video to put on youtube, and it was tough to make. And now, I can't figure out how to put it on there. It's on my phone, but it's too long to just send it to my email or something, and I don't have a usb cord for my phone. I'm thinking this is God's way of telling me not to try for internet celebrity, but that's just me.

Is it too soon to speak of love?

+Car is wrecked. Argh.

+Birthday is going pretty well so far. I got really nice gifts (even though I was promised the Eiffel Tower and I STILL have not gotten it =] )

+When Newman accidentally gives you good relationship advice, it's scary. "Just tattoo on your forehead 'I LIKE YOU. ASK ME OUT.'" Yeah, maybe that would work?

+ Christmas was amazing. I got ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS in cash and gift cards, a complete new sound system for my car, and a two hundred dollar (!) jacket. But for some reason, EVERYONE thinks I adore Aeropostale. I got over two hundred dollars in gift cards for that store. I can't find enough things there I like to spend two hundred dollars.

+ Abbey Road. Saturday. Will be rad.

+ Sweeney Todd. Sunday. Will also be rad.

+ I'm going to find a new word to replace rad.

+ Apparently I have a surprise Saturday. Which seems killer [[instead of rad]].

+ I'm happy.

+ People need to get over themselves.

+ Ooh, choices! No, not really. I made this choice a while back, and I don't have any to make now. So yet again, get over yourself.

+ Jealousy? It's an awful thing.

So yeah, I'm hurt. I can't explain why. It's probably a dumb reason actually. But I am. I was starting to like this idea, but apparently I can't get what I want. It always turns out this way for me. For once, just one time, I want something good to come of me trying. I don't do it often, I don't really go for things. But when I do, it always seems to blow up in my face. And it's happening again. I know my stream of consciousness is not making much sense, but nothing seems to nowadays. I think it's happening again. I fell for it again. I fell so hard that it scared the hell out of me. And just when I thought that maybe I had no reason to be scared, everything flies back at me. Anything I've felt, anything I've thought, anything I hoped for. All of it, shot back at me. And I still don't know why.